•surrendered, •yielding, •crushed, •laying down, •meek, •lowly, •repentant, •peacemaking, •poor in spirit, •hungry, •thirsty, •persecuted, •perplexed, •struck down, •afflicted

“always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, SO THAT the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.” – Paul in 2Cor4:10 ESV

It’s a carrying of death, for the purpose of manifesting Jesus’ life in the earth.