I’ve been discouraged and disillusioned recently. It’s a crushing feeling of loss over my inability. And an anxious looking for something within Christians that I am not finding …regularly.

But it’s not totally true, I do find Jesus in friends and family. Both near and far, and I’m greatly appreciative for that. but I want him more, I want him daily not monthly, not through podcasts and Facebook but through eyeballs and faces.

I think the whole world longs for that, but most of us don’t realize it …yet.

“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the anxious longing of the creation waits eagerly for the revealing of the sons of God.” – ‭‭Romans‬ ‭8:18-19‬

This verse sums up how I often feel. “Anxious longing” for the sons and daughters of God to be revealed. This does not mean revealed in a “who are the Christians” way. But in “an outshining of Jesus Christ from a person or group” way. To look at a group or a person and see Jesus Christ formed in them, all of them together!!!, not just a hero on stage. I’ve seen that, and I’ve experienced that in a small way and it is the best thing going on this planet.