Horrific Despair… into Joy Unspeakable

Look around in the world today and there are many reasons to despair. On many different levels in many different countries.

Minor despair of financial difficulties.

To the major despair of war coming to steal from and to murder entire towns of people.

When Jesus was betrayed, arrested, set up, tortured and killed slowly in public. What despair his followers and family must have felt. All seemed lost, all his teachings must have seemed in question. The entire religion of Judaism and belief he was the messiah dashed to pieces in their minds.

Life can very often tempt one to ask in despair:

“Who can live in such a world?”

“Why does everything have to be so hard?”

“Why are those people so cruel and selfish?”

“What are we going to do?”

“Are we even safe? Will we be able to buy food and stay in our homes?”

The resurrection of Jesus Christ turned this despair of humanity into joy unspeakable.

Unspeakable because it is inexplicable. For those in Christ it bubbles up from within, in the midst of terrible life situations.

Joy because our days of death and suffering are numbered. Precisely numbered and meticulously planned out. Not indefinite, not forever, not alone.

Our suffering and deaths are for a particular purpose and appointed at a particular time. (See Hebrew 9:27).

Furthermore Jesus himself promises to strengthen and be with us as we suffer. Even further we are actually partaking in the sufferings of Christ. They actually are his sufferings if we can understand spiritual reality. All our suffering in this world is a result of Satan’s lashing out against Jesus Christ. As Jesus expands and takes back his humanity and his earth it terrifies and likely infuriates Satan and his principalities and powers.

But their end is coming. New bodies, new hope, new future, new heavens, new earth, eternal growth, eternal expansion, eternal glorification, and more are all in store for Jesus Christ. And for us also, if we are in Him.

Therefore the Joy that is unspeakably wonderful cones bubbling up from within even at the prospect of suffering and death.

Depression and Following Jesus Christ

Depression and its little brother anxiety are at highs right now, at least here in the US. We have much prosperity, yet little happiness.

Even Christians are known become depressed at high rates.

Thursday (in September 2020) I posted about depression that was incomplete and could have been worded more precisely. I’ve been thinking and praying about it all week. Below is a more precise way of saying what’s on my heart:

For the Christian, the serious Jesus-follower:

Accepting and embracing an incomplete gospel very often results in emotional depression.

This is true because our gospel (the core message we embrace about God) has been pruned down. To center on heaven, and/or us living our best lives. This modern gospel most of us have embraced has made Jesus tiny (compared to all that He is in reality).

And therefore it is incapable of handling things like internal emptiness, real suffering, loss, mistreatment by others, staring at addicting screens all day, and mental illness. Partial incomplete gospels makes him smaller than He actually is, in our spiritual eyes. So if and when anxiety, depression, and hardship come they are confusing and become bigger than our inherited small ideas of Jesus. And logic fills the void in our thoughts and maybe even in the sermons we give audience to, usually resulting in self- condemnation.

It’s a tiny-Jesus-gospel, a heaven-centered gospel that is not the same as what is written in Scripture.

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Jesus eradicates depression in his kingdom, where he is Lord, where he can rule and reign over a life. Where he is known by groups of Christians as a present king. Not just a ticket to heaven and a Sunday religious show.

He actually went through depression worse than anyone, (even the brain chemistry kind). Please dont get angry with me for writing that, I am not trying to minimize any type of depression or pretend I have gone through and understand them all. I am pointing to Jesus Christ here and he is bigger.

He knows first and foremost how to carry us through. And if it strongly seems he is not carrying us, it is because he cannot. If he cannot it is because, we’ve un wittedly and accidentally embraced ideas and stories about him that are incomplete. So incomplete that they become untrue.

So do not despair, seek out to hear and to embrace the gospel of the kingdom, pursue diligently what I mean by that. Make it your life-long pusuit. God uses other Christians to share his story.

“Let him who glories glory in that he understands and knows the Lord” (read Jeremiah 9)

If you don’t want to hear this kingdom gospel from me, I can give you list of other Christians or books on the topic. Id start with insurgencebook.com, highly recommend

Increase in your knowledge of Jesus Christ, the one who resurrects the depressed and the anxious.

The Christian must ask herself some key questions when faced with depression:

  • How should I react to my own depression?
  • Was Jesus Christ ever depressed, or did he experience something like depression?
  • Were the apostles ever depressed?
  • Were the early Christians depressed?
  • Should we necessarily view sadness, depression and anxiety as mental dysfunction?

Reacting emotionally to bad things, to painful things, to loss is not necessarily depression. It is however part of the normal Christian life. To feel sad and to feel the sorrow of loss is also part of the normal Christian life. To feel discouraged at times and to experience dreams and hopes going unsatisfied is also part of the normal Christian life.

Feelings of inner joy and peace in spite of the loss and pain and even suffering is a part of life with Christ.

Depression is a debilitating mental state that hinders our ability to function, to have relationships, to enjoy life, and sometimes to even eat normally. It can cause us to become addicted to things we normally would not be addicted to. Depression takes sorrow and sadness and loss too far, in that there is no relief, there is no healthy cycling of emotions.

Sometimes we are depressed for chemical, brain-health reasons. Sometimes we are dealing with a mineral deficiencies which impact emotions and feelings of positively. Often simply intense exercising can have a huge impact on emotions and happiness.

For the Christian, the inner sense of joy and peace can be buried within, even if overlaid with emotions of sadness or anxiety.

Was Jesus depressed? I think the most obvious place where Jesus was depressed was in the garden before his crucifixion. He knew the horrors of what was coming to him. He asked his father to relieve him of this burden. His was in such a distressed state that he was bleeding from his pores. He was in extreme distress. Extreme sorrow, extreme loss, and frustration at his friends inability to even stay awake during that horrible night. I think Jesus was beyond what we call depression. At the prospect of his betrayal, death, and descent into hell. For such a young man, who had come down from such a high place what an oppressive and depressing situation he faced.

Also, Paul more than once described the turmoil, perplexity, loss and difficulty of his life as an apostle. He said he at times even despaired of life and felt “the sentence of death upon” him. So I think it’s safe to conclude Paul experienced depression.

Paul also wrote extensively to the Christians in his churches about anxiety and joy. And the difficulties that the early Christians experienced. We know from history how they were hunted and relentlessly persecuted for centuries. The apostle Paul often wrote about the horrible persecution and murder that faced the church. So based on what they wrote I think it’s safe to conclude that the early church experienced what we call depression, if not worse.

On 9/3/2020 I shared the following statement on social platforms and I want to elaborate on this, add more words, and clarify on how I think some misunderstood me.

The Normal Christian Life

Death is a normal part of the real Christian life. Even becoming a Christian is a death of a member of the fallen race from Adam and Eve. Baptism symbolizes this death. Our lives are over… and we gain a new life in and which comes from Jesus Christ. A real conversion to Jesus Christ is an ongoing death. A repeating cycle of death and resurrection. Whether we realize it or not our natural lives are slowly and repeatedly dying off and new life in Christ is springing up. In Corinthians it says we experience death daily SO THAT the life of Christ can be manifested in our mortal bodies. Without death Jesus can’t live in and through us, while we are here on earth. This is the miracle of the body of Christ on earth.

This cycle of death and resurrection can be very painful. Especially if we don’t understand what is happening to us, we can react to it by becoming depressed or experience a state that seems like depression.

Sometimes depression and anxiety is a crutch that people begin to hide behind, it keeps them in the victim status. Which some think they need, in order to be loved or stay enraged. But we don’t need this crutch to be loved by the Lord. We can be loved without crutches and we can let go of anger at even the worst offenses and sins against us.

But a real Christian is a Jesus follower, she does not need outward statuses for love. She lets go of the need to be a victim. She also is learning to live by the life of Jesus Christ and to lay down her own fallen life. As she does this, the life of Jesus Christ begins to live through her.

And this life of Christ, this eating from the tree of life has with it the joy of Jesus Christ himself. It’s an inner joy that makes little sense, it bubbles up from within and puts a smile on our face and cheers up those around us. Jesus has been anointed with the oil of gladness by his Heavenly Father.

This joy from Jesus is real and tangible and is a powerful force in the earth today.

Jesus has all the joy AND He also has a lot to be glad and happy about. After all He is getting his bride, the most beautiful thing in all of creation. He is inheriting all things, and all things are being summed up in him. All his enemies actually are being put under his feet. Also, the increase of his government will never end.

The Jesus follower who really seeks God, the serious one, not the one playing churchy religious games. Not the ones constantly seeking for money and ease with their lives. Will still experience loss, they will experience suffering, they will experience disappointment and sorrow to varying degrees.

They will not get their way in many ways in life. This can be very painful at times especially when the Christian does not understand it. Especially when they’ve been taught and discipled by other Christians who teach that if we just behave a certain way everything goes well.

This is just not always the case, this was not the experience of Jesus Christ, it was not the experience of the apostles. And it was not the experience of the early church. Are we so wonderful as to expect no trouble in the world? Are we above Jesus Christ and the apostles and the early church? NO! “In this world you will have trouble”, “a servant is not above his master”. It’s time to stop giving audience to teachers who teach a death-less gospel, one that exempts us from suffering and pain and disappointment.

It is a twisted gospel that teaches God wants to shower us with riches and ease and pleasure. There may be times of that but, there must be death first. We are all appointed to experience death. Then a resurrection. We can have God’s favor and blessing and still also experience loss and suffering.

We cannot shortcut that, Jesus did not short-cut his time of suffering, death, disappointment and loss. Neither should we expect that. It is a false gospel that so many Christians embrace and teach. It is a subtle gospel of performance, of legalism and leads to self-condemnation later.

Be Ok With Suffering and Loss

The Jesus follower is to embrace suffering, embrace disappointment, and not let them perplex him/her, not let them confuse us. Furthermore it is not our fault we’ve heard a partial and an incoherent gospel that doesn’t explain suffering and travail…. and much of reality.

But the gospel of the kingdom of Jesus Christ found in scripture does explain it. It does prepare us to suffer with joy. Don’t let incomplete gospels depress you, condemn you, don’t let them strip you of His Joy and your great future with and in him. There is a resurrection coming, good things do still happen in the midst of bad. The Joy and life of Jesus Christ himself is still available to every generation.

Despite the news, despite the evil governments, the principalities and powers fighting over us all. Despite Satan’s power and place in the earth (still), his days are numbered, suffering does not and will not last forever. Jesus has provided that suffering and death do work good things in us, trust that He is working together all things for his purpose, and that our circumstances are in his hands.

Sorrow and sadness wont last, joy does still come in the morning of our lives. Jesus Christ is himself the morning of a great new day, he is on the horizon, he himself is the horizon.

Jesus Christ The Solution

Debilitating depression that is unanswered by the Lord within a Christian for prolonged periods, is very often results from an inadequate gospel we embrace. Because we preach and prefer, and have embraced a gospel that has been pruned down through the centuries, for a variety of bad reasons.

However, Jesus Christ is our joy, he is the future of everyone, HE holds the keys to our future deaths and resurrections.

Yes Jesus Christ eradicates depression within his kingdom, where he is Lord, where he can rule and reign. Where he is known by groups of Christians as present (in the room with us) king, not merely a ticket to heaven. And not a religious mascot or genie in a bottle for our success. Jesus wipes away depression where he is present. He holds the future on earth, where we have direct real-time guidance from above about how to react to every situation. Where he is known as the one anointed with joy and gladness. Where a group is all together yielded to him directly through the Spirit and not a human go-between. Feeding one another, sharing in his life together, exploring and exalting him together.

Jesus Christ is everlasting joy, even in worst case scenario situations.

The Joyful Sight of the Kingdom

We get our first glimpse of the joyful sight of the kingdom in the parable of the hidden treasure. Matt13:44 The kingdom of heaven is like a treasure hidden in the field, which a man found and hid again. And from joy over it he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. Again the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking fine pearls and upon finding one pearl of great value. He went and sold all that he had and bought it.

The kingdom of heaven is like a hidden pearl worth more than the man has. And unless he sells ALL he cannot have it. But the joy over that pearl motivates him to sell all and buy it. Pearls are also referred to in Genesis 2:12 (Bdellium) in the garden of Eden where they represent divine life. These pearls show up again along the river of life at the end of scripture in Revelation 21-22.  

A Joyous Going and Selling

The joy over the pearl of divine life of the kingdom of Jesus is the motivating force in this parable. A deep joy that causes him to abandon everything. Just imagine a joy that motivates you to sell everything you own to buy an empty field. Think about that, what would have to be in that field to turn your life upside down like that? My home, my vehicles, my property, my rental property, my clothing, and all that those things represent. All sold, not out of fear, not out of force, not out of obligation. It was a joyous going and a joyous selling, he couldn’t wait to sell it all to get that treasure. It was not a nervous or anxious selling and buying. That’s what it is like to see the kingdom of Jesus Christ in all its reality.

The Only Appropriate Reaction

That is just the only appropriate reaction, if we can really see it. I don’t say that out of strict, “people should react this way” judgmental sternness or a “what’s wrong with people?” attitude. People who are given a clear glimpse of this treasure of a pearl, which is the kingdom of Jesus Christ. They leap for joy, they go quickly in joy to sell everything to get in, to press their way in. Not from obligation, not from duty. It’s a natural, and an enjoyable response. Revelation 3:18, I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself…

Jesus Christ himself was the first to have this joyful sight of the kingdom and become a convert. Seeing in the spirit for the first time what was coming on the other side of his cross. Hebrews 12:2 ESB, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God. 

ANYTHING LESS THAN THAT RESPONSE

Anything less than that response is because we are not seeing the kingdom and the king himself clearly at all. There is a cloud, a haze obstructing the view. And we can’t see it because its not being preached or displayed for us clearly. Or we love the world so much and it has blinded our spiritual vision of this divine pearl.

Notice the seating at the right hand of God. In John 14:1-3 Jesus counseled his disciples not to fret at his death and “in my father’s house there are many mansions and I go to prepare a place for you and will return so that where I am you may be also.

The Joy of The Disciple

If we look toward and love the world system and the things within it, we can become oppressed. Then quite probably depressed. In Hebrews 12 referring to Jesus, it says Jesus loved righteousness and hated wickedness therefore God has anointed him with the oil of gladness. Loving the kingdom of Jesus Christ, cooperating with it, and not loving and preferring the world system. Which is actually the crumbling kingdom of Satan; results in what I call the joy of the disciple. In another parable, I believe referring to this joy. Jesus praises the faithful disciple and says “enter into the joy of the Lord.

Types of Joy

There are other types of joy we can experience. There is a mental joy, something is funny, it is primarily emotional. It is great, but it does not last. There are professionals (comedians) who make a living delivering this sort of joy. But then there is also the inner spirit-led joy which emerges after a sight of the kingdom of Jesus. And also the joy of the disciples of Jesus Christ. All joy’s should be shared and spread whenever possible. It results in peace, and relaxation and inner satisfaction. I’ve experienced all of these joys from time to time, not as much as I would like. The joys that come from the Lord almost feel like a very deep inner satisfaction. They make our heart smile.

I don’t know about you but I need joy sometimes. Sometimes I fall short of the joy of the disciple. I get distracted. I sometimes get my eyes on the world either in love for it or in absolute despair and disgust. More about this love/ hate dichotomy here. I acknowledge that I need my brothers in Christ to set before me their joyful sight of the kingdom regularly.

More great audio content about Joy here.

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